Its like butting my head against a brick wall. Embroiled in sad and pointless thoughts.
If i wanted to be poetic i would say i am wandering in the land of the lost. How i feel now is remniscent of one who doesn't have a cause. But i have one and this frustrates me even more.
I walk and then i run, i hunger and then i thirst. Sometimes i feel i am searching for the reason behind my existence. I say a prayer everyday that every step i take brings me closer to my dreams. Brings me closer to the song my heart sings. Brings me to that which will keep me filled, give me peace, takes me to where i want to be.
Have you ever felt like this? Chased something that others say is impossible to achieve. Chase that which made others laugh at you, mock you. Even the heavens appeared to have turned againgst you. The road is long and you are alone. There are moments you feel you cannot cope. You feel like a fool...
"Grin!"
"Depressing huh?" well let me tell you what makes me feel better. Let me tell you what makes me stronger. Develop the will to keep pressing on and do it better. Its not like i am a rock of gilbratar. Its not like i don't feel like giving up like the words earlier on would suggest. But everytime i feel that way i bow my head and pray.
I know that sounds a little like a clich©. But you will find that if your prayer is from the heart comfort cannot but come your way.
You are not alone. The vision that drives you was given to you not to hurt you, but to make you.
I keep telling myself that even when i am buried in the dirt of hopelessness and depression. To remind myself that i have what it takes to beat the odds. Think positive thoughts and let the big man up there carry your cross because trust me no one not even your family will be able to soothe the pain where it hurts.
Maybe i am blabbing. Maybe i am not making much sense. Maybe i am giving a poor defense but i am hoping that someone out there gets what i am trying to say. Someone feels like i feel and needs a break. Please PRAY! Give thanks to God almighty who is great and i swear he will remove your pain and light up your way
If i wanted to be poetic i would say i am wandering in the land of the lost. How i feel now is remniscent of one who doesn't have a cause. But i have one and this frustrates me even more.
I walk and then i run, i hunger and then i thirst. Sometimes i feel i am searching for the reason behind my existence. I say a prayer everyday that every step i take brings me closer to my dreams. Brings me closer to the song my heart sings. Brings me to that which will keep me filled, give me peace, takes me to where i want to be.
Have you ever felt like this? Chased something that others say is impossible to achieve. Chase that which made others laugh at you, mock you. Even the heavens appeared to have turned againgst you. The road is long and you are alone. There are moments you feel you cannot cope. You feel like a fool...
"Grin!"
"Depressing huh?" well let me tell you what makes me feel better. Let me tell you what makes me stronger. Develop the will to keep pressing on and do it better. Its not like i am a rock of gilbratar. Its not like i don't feel like giving up like the words earlier on would suggest. But everytime i feel that way i bow my head and pray.
I know that sounds a little like a clich©. But you will find that if your prayer is from the heart comfort cannot but come your way.
You are not alone. The vision that drives you was given to you not to hurt you, but to make you.
I keep telling myself that even when i am buried in the dirt of hopelessness and depression. To remind myself that i have what it takes to beat the odds. Think positive thoughts and let the big man up there carry your cross because trust me no one not even your family will be able to soothe the pain where it hurts.
Maybe i am blabbing. Maybe i am not making much sense. Maybe i am giving a poor defense but i am hoping that someone out there gets what i am trying to say. Someone feels like i feel and needs a break. Please PRAY! Give thanks to God almighty who is great and i swear he will remove your pain and light up your way